駄目・彗

Sometimes I hope I was born to be orphan
So I can commit suicide without thinking
Sometimes I hope I was born without my parent
Because I dont want to be a burden
Sometimes I hope I was born with a careless parent
So I have someone to blame
But in the end I was born with a parent
And I must suffer any feeling inside me without giving up
In the end I was born with my parent
And I must make them proud
And in the end I was born with a great parent
And I must be a great child for them
And in the end I am willing to give a hundred litre tears of mine from 17 years I lived just to make them smile for 17 seconds , because they are proud of me.

aku tak tahu kapan semua ini berjalan
kapan hal hal itu telah terjadi
apa yang ada di sini tak bisa kuhitung lagi
tenggelam dalam rasa hampa di ruang yang tak terlihat ini
mencoba berlari tapi hanya ada dinding menghadap
apa kah semua ini nyata
bahkan ilusi tak kan pernah segelap ini
lubang lubang itu tak pernah terisi
dalam dan terhanyut seketika
tak ada apa-apa
semua ini kabut
hanya ada banyangan yang tak terlihat di sampingku