The title for this post I took from Ed Sheeran's Music Video of All of The Stars. But I changed a little. And please dont forget this post is inspired from that song. But at the first Im sorry if this poetry still suck and flat. Especially for the grammar. But please dont blame me bcause I make this when Im really upset and sad. But if I have a time I'll repair this poetry.
I saw a yesterday.
And I'll see tomorrow.
But I know what I have to face is today.
And I look what I had.
My life next to me. And the starry sky above me.
I always have a dream. And it always be a guide star to me. But I know today I must face that theres a fault in my star.
The star is shrinking to be a little ball that I cant never see again. And when the sky is become dark I see a little light again. I follow it , think that it can guide me again. And when I think I've closer, the light become brighter. Brighter. And brighter again. It blinds me make me unsteady. Then I feel a force pull me to that light. But when I open my eyes. Ive realised that theres no light anymore. The sky is more darker than I ve ever seen. It so strong that can make me fall before I winked. I just cried. Then fall more deeper.
Fall in black hole that I cant escaped.
Every gravity pulled me down. Every gravity tied me down. Make me empty. Flat. Away. And small. The event horizon is nothing I can see. Just a memory I have, just a dream I have. That I'll break this nature law. And see what a gravity can exactly do to me.
(ini curhatan anak galau yg Alhamdulillah udah lulus sma pd hari ini juga. Sungguh saya sangat bersyukur bisa lulus. Tapi Kenapa galau? Karena banyak hal. Ranking. Kalau itu adil dan memang karena saya sangat lah bodoh itu tidak apa". Sungguh saya tau diri. Tapi ini krn kesalahan sy yg tdk mgmbl jalan itu. Dan sbnrnya saya tidak menyesal telah mengambil jalan yg sangat berbeda ini dr teman" saya. Karena saya tau itulah jalan yg seharusny saya tempuh. Saya sedih bukan karena menyesal tapi karena saya kesal. Just think that Im a loser or anything like that. But remember when I grow up I'll break this nature law of humanity especially in Indonesia. But more especially if it involves me :P )
